Leave Me Where I Lie

There is no way you can read this book and not feel the pain and joys of Mattie Posey as she lives in the aftermath of the Civil War on a farm in Mississippi.  The times are hard and she has to do the work of a man on the family farm, as she has no brothers to help with the farm work.   When her religiously prejudiced parents interfere with her love for a catholic boy, Mattie’s pain devastates her soul and threatens to break her spirit.

Mattie’s manic/depressive mother, Annie, vacillates between extreme emotional lows and highs, which cause her to be very strict, and a harsh disciplinarian.   Mattie’s father, Wade, is a gentle, kind man.  However, he does not take a stand against his wife’s extreme discipline of the children.  Mattie must assume her mother’s duties and care for her when she is incapacitated by her depression. 

A rogue panther is lured to the Posey house by the smell of fresh, butchered pork which hangs in the smokehouse.  The family’s life is endangered when the dogs corner the panther under the kitchen but Annie’s quick thinking and action saves her family.

Mattie’s love for her horse, Prince and her confidence in his speed entice her to enter the horse race at the Neshoba County Fair.  Her determination to prove Prince as the fastest horse in the community causes her to break rules in order to win the race. 

The Posey family and the black family, who shares their surname, have been bound in a close relationship since Wade and Joshua were small children.  The trials of rugged farm life and the illnesses and deaths due to a lack of medical care bind them even closer.

When Mattie falls in love with Frank Haney, a boy of the Catholic faith, her prejudiced parents take drastic measures to prevent their marriage, so they decide to elope. 

The Ku Klux Klan interferes with Wade’s efforts to reward his faithful, black friend with a deed to part of his farm.  When a cross is burned in his front yard he visits each of the Klan members and gives them a piece of the charred cross. 

Years later, Mattie meets John Mayo, who is twenty years her senior and when he proposes marriage to her she has difficulty accepting because of her love for Frank.

Ellen Daniels-Webb writes under her maiden name of Ellen Williamson.  She was born in Philadelphia, Mississippi, where she spent most of her life.  She is retired from the field of Medical Records and now spends her time between Pearl/Brandon, Mississippi and Abilene, Texas.  Ellen has been writing for many years but this is her first published novel.

In this book, LEAVE ME WHERE I LIE, Mattie and John were the author’s grandparents and many of the events she writes about were actual events, as told to her by her grandmother. As a child she sat on her Grandmother Mattie’s front porch and gazed across the greens of the golf course at the same house where Mattie had crouched as she listened to her fiance ask for her hand in marriage.  Ellen felt Mattie’s joy, disappointment and pain as she recounted her love affair with Frank, her parents’ prejudices, her mother’s abuse and the tragedies that followed.  Ellen also felt the security and happiness John Mayo brought to Mattie along with the strong moral values he instilled in his family.

Her interests are her church, where she teaches Sunday School, her family, painting and writing.

She is the mother of three children, James and Stan Daniels and Lori Cameron and the grandmother of Carmen Daniels and Roger Cameron.