Susan Shah

Bionic Woman

When I was still a kid….mmm… sometime back in the nineteen seventies.  Although, the child in me is as alive as it was when I was five years old.  It never died, it remain alive and is alive as today as when I was living in the 1970’s.  Nature doesn’t provide transsexuals with the right equipment.  We have to go through an extensive and long process of transition.  Many times this procedures turn well and with very positive results but in other instances if you choose the wrong surgeon or the wrong hospital you may end up regretting and slowing down or even ending your transition process.

I have know many girls that in their quest for refinements and a more natural look have achieved very successful results but in other instances, results were fatal and the great loss of their existence ended with leaving pain to those that loved them.

Well, it isn’t easy but for us is a need, not a vain desire to look better.  For us looking feminine in every way possible is required to have a peaceful lifestyle while being around people.  We tend in many ways to exaggerate and forgive us if we overdue it.  It is just that we want to have the same chances that any other woman would.  Life denied us by birth playing a trick on us but learning to live and challenge ourselves to reach our dream is hard.  It is not an easy task. 

The balance of our mind, spirit and body is highly important and once this is achieved, a more fulfilling life is accomplished. 

It sure doesn’t happen overnight.  It is a process very much like the butterfly in the cocoon.  It takes a process but once you are free to fly, living is so, so beautiful that you know that the wait and the hard work was worth every ounce.