FROM A DEMON TO AN ANGEL

Since daddy had left mom start spendig more time in the streets in less time with us so we start having more time to do us. I can remember my first time watching a porno all I can remember is the man penis going in and out of her vagina it made you feel strange an horny all an one it started something that should'nt had been started.We knew if mom found out we will be an big trouble so I did'nt say nothing. Maybe I should have because I started to like the feeling of what i was seeing,now dont forget I was only six at the time.

Then i started to think about things i should'nt have.Maybe i don't remember the fantasy but the feeling of the thought was a experience. See mom nevered talked about sex with us so I did'nt know what it was I wish she did. The experience thing went on for a while. I don't know why i felt like this and probaly never would.I was just a little confused cause i did'nt know we had emotions like this. Things got even crazier like i could'nt talk to mom about the changes i was going through and mom was also doing her and so was cousin lee all this was getting out of hand.

Mom moved in one of her boyfriends even though she was still maried,and leratio moved in his girlfriend,and homie big man.My mom boyfriend start selling drugs and havin wild as all night long parties.leratio was a dancer so he danced,robed, steal,and killed at the same time.Leratio really did'nt spend much time with us because he was much older. so all I can remember about him is mitchele who was his girlfriend,and his homie big man who girl kicked me an the ass an got kicked out that was the end of bigman.Then more things start happen like dad start calling mom trying to get the car and come back ,but momma was to far gone.The next week val moved she was my friend and aunt marry had totsha a beautiful baby girl even though she was a veteable because of the heroine my aunt boyfriend was on when she was pregant with her.Things were fine until one day dad showed up,and ask mom for the car since she could'nt drive at the time.Mom told dad that she gave the car to leratio,but dad did'nt wont to hear that an that when leratio jumped in an they start fighting because he said mom gave him the car and dad was'nt trying to hear that.Now dad an leratio going toe to toe then right befor you know ratio just hit dad across the head witth a car jack twice dad was laying on the floor half dead it scared me to see my farther like that it was blood evey where.