Eternal i.v. Pole
My Last Gift of Wisdom I Give to the World I love; Given to me by the God I Love
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However, this was an opportunity to grow despite any evidence of Godly light. Like Jonah and the whale. He remained in the belly of the great whale contemplating the ideas that he did not need God. Rather, he could live a fulfilling life without Him. Only too soon realized his terrible mistake and he called to Him and asked for forgiveness. He was thus released from the lonely dark clutches because of his acknowledgment of God's existence and that he does truly need Him. In arising again, Jonah discovered new insight that had been a similar episode in my own life. Only I did not think I did not need God in my life. Rather, it was the fact that I had been thoroughly consumed with hate and the overwhelming desire to destroy the man who destroyed me. In a distant manner of speaking I had turned away, only not willfully.
The outcome was the same, however. I had returned to the light with a better understanding of myself. I had passed the test with flying colors. I bared down and did my utmost to fight against Satan and his temptations, thus, making me a better, stronger and more insightful individual. I was understanding Hell already, but I was not understanding the very realm of Hell. Similar to the death of the ego when the "I" is no longer so important, a necessary descent into our own Hell. There, we undergo drastic changes of rerouting our objectives and schemes, becoming at one with life itself, understanding that we are not above the universe but the universe is above us. We need its vast, yet accessible, secrets to live and to be better children of God.
In this unlikely place of transformation, I found the way to further compassion. I had always wanted to help others, particularly those who had no voice themselves. I longed to be a source of encouragement to others, although no one has for me. I was also learning that in some cases, Satan can be still a servant of God because he punishes sin. As is the case of my rapist. Hence, he died. However, I was suddenly being "called" by God to carry out a rare and provoking task I felt undoubtedly ready for, but I knew most would have trouble understanding. I had already been jotting down in my personal journals my thoughts and views. The subject – the death penalty.
I was abundantly
and unequivically aware that I would never leave this area of the hospital
alive again. The very same situation when someone sits in the seat of the
electric chair; They never leave this chair ALIVE. Niether will I ever leave this hospital ALIVE. My mind and religous soul were both racing
and alarmingly stilled as they now stared into the gaping maw of HELL. I had somehow been condemned to die. What
the hell happened? They were'nt going
to give me an other vascular implant; And I weighed sixty pounds now as the
result of their purpouseful neglect.
(This was also later proven to be true.)
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About the Book
Eternal I.V. Pole is a highly touching novel that
deals with the personal life of the author.
Indeed a highly touching book that will make people stop and think about
the good opportunities one has in life.
It equally makes one understand spirituality in a better manner,
although exquisitely told, the words are simple, yet complex. The vital reality of religious faith is also
geared into a more friendly guise of explanation and loving testimony.
How a young torture survivor fought back, and
won. A woman who, although born
disabled, became a Buddhist religious leader.
Changing lives for the good, and fought back against medical bands of
criminals.
Now studying mortuary science, the dying author
continues to do the work of God. Her
overall message is quite clear. Also
depthfully depicting what it’s like to spend all of one’s life at the end of an
i.v. pole. The profound philosophy
involved that has already changed so many people’s perceptions regarding the
spiritual integrity of those whom are medically frail.
About the Author
Miss Milkweed L. Augustine has been a struggling,
but successful writer for many years.
She is a Buddhist Lama of high rank for some time, and has been
recognized by His Holiness the 14th Dalai Lama. Terminally ill, but has some good time left
remaining, she still pursues her strong outreach of love and creativity to help
others. She is now pursuing a lifelong
ambition; To become a fully licensed mortician and whom is very successful in
the realm of her efforts. Now attending
the well acclaimed study courses of “Thanos Institute”, but plans to attend
more intensive study and practice of mortuary science in Massasoit College in
Massachusetts.
Lama/Mortician Milkweed Augustine teaches
thanatology, and religious practices; Which include theology, ethics, and
philosophy. A literal gifted prodigy of
the arts and sciences, Milkweed L. Augustine uses her very rare skills to
perhaps, ease the pains of those suffering in all aspects of life. She now works part time in a well known
funeral home in her area of residence.
A brave woman of faith and powerful conviction, Miss Milkweed L.
Augustine strives to make the world a better place.
Milkweed Augustine has multiple physical handicaps,
but she is still able to do her part.
“I have nothing but respect and love for the dead, as much as for the
living. I want to show people that just
because one is dying, it does not mean the end. Even when that time comes to us anyway. Nevermind prematurely.”
She is a lovely woman of religious faith and
unrivaled bravery who survived literal imprisonment and torture with years of
forced starvation. Hence further
disabilities, but it never deterred her from sewing seeds of love, patience,
and true compassion. She is an
assistant mortician, student.
She is 36.