PROLOGUE
Like a giant, silver scaled snake, its sides striped from
nose to tail with gaudy reddish orange, its luminescent tongue waggling,
testing, and tasting the barren Texas desert, the El Capitan speeds
southbound. The train nears a rare and
unpaved crossroads to long forgotten nowhere.
The discordant wail of the diesel horn pierces the tranquil desert
silence not yet disturbed by the roar of the on coming train. Diurnal predators scurry frantically for
shelter while the nocturnal hunters burrow deeper in their dens. Morning has long since passed overhead. Now, evening waits impatiently for the
afternoon to die In
the train, a boy is bored with the clacking tedium of flanged wheels counting
mismatched seams in the iron rails. At
first, the boy was fascinated with the vastness of the Texas desert. Hours of unchanging landscape has numbed his
mind and seduced his eyes. Now he
stares, but does not see. The boy does
not like the desert. It is barren,
without value. He thinks of Linda, of
her golden hair, her resplendent blue eyes, and the love now lost. He thinks of the harm he has done to an old
man. He thinks of his heartbroken
friends, John and Seanelle. With a saddened and loving smile, he
remembers Stony, the old man that had loved him.
He closes his eyes trying to quell the memory of his mother
in the courtroom, her eyes flowing tears.
When he opens his eyes, the aches still clutch his heart. The boy is reluctantly racing to a harsh
world he does not want. By nightfall, he
knows he will never again be a boy. He
mentally curses the unrelenting train that rushes him across the heart of Texas and is racing through the final
hours of his youth. He was born a city
boy, though his childhood was not squandered on city streets. He mowed lawns and shoveled sidewalk
snow. He savored the sweet earth-smells
of baled alfalfa and new-mown hay. He
learned to de-tassel seed corn, and shell it for the hybrid seed company. He picked and shucked sweet corn and roasted
it over the burning leaves of fall. Now
those days and joys of his youth are ending.
That world will be gone before the sun is buried in the West Texas sand. His brown hair, darker brown eyes, and soft
speech has allowed him refuge in a world of
anonymity. That was a world he loved. He could hide in that world. It was comfortable, like faded jeans, a fresh
T-shirt, and old tennis shoes. That
world was ending as well.