Sadistic Love
My Twenty-Two Year Marriage To A Sexual Sadist
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Once upon a time there was an insecure princess and a charming, powerful prince. This is my story, a true story about what life was like when I gave myself away completely to Adam, and the path he chose to take us down. Had I known where that journey would lead to when I said “I do!” I often wonder if I would have had the courage to turn and run the other way. It wasn’t until recently that I have begun to fight for my freedom from him. Twenty-two years ago I didn’t know that I was standing on the altar with a Sexual Sadist. Adam certainly did not look like a person that was capable of inflicting pain and humiliation. In all fairness to him, I wonder if he even knew the full extent of his sadistic sexual urges that he would inflict upon his bride. I do not want to believe that the foundation of our marriage was solely based on Adam having found someone he could control…
Again, please note that the language in the following chapters may be offensive to some. I apologize, but believe it is necessary for other insecure princesses to see themselves reflected in the words that tell “our” story. If it happened to me, then I know that there are others still trapped in sexually abusive relationships. This book is for them.
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About the Book
This riveting narrative is about sadomasochism within the bonds of matrimony. The purpose of this book is to spark the awakening of other “insecure princesses” who find themselves trapped in sexually abusive relationships. This book is also about educating health care professionals about the brainwashing and powerlessness involved in sadomasochistic relationships through a personal account into the secretive world of S & M. From an academic view, topics such as feminist psychology, empowerment, boundary setting, and the importance of the therapeutic alliance play out in the journey to break free from this dark, destructive lifestyle. I write as the voice of a survivor. I made it out of a twenty-two year marriage where I was nothing more than a sex slave to my husband, and I have emerged into a new life filled with light and love.
About the Author
Deborah M. Mueller holds a Master’s Degree in Counseling and is licensed as a Professional Counselor in