To Live Again
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CHAPTER THREE
School Is Not What You Think It Is
( the power of peer pressure )
( sex on the playground – drugs in the alley )
I was into any escape I could find at an early age. I remember hearing about drugs and when I found out that one of my classmates was selling drugs, I went for it.
I happened like this - - - - - - and after that I learned about Planned Parenthood - -,
The Following Is Setting Up Americas Young People For
A life Of Godless, Familyless Whordom And Homosexuality –
A 'Short Life' Of Empty Feel Good – and it goes like this;
Planned Parenthood is now starting in kindergarten with 'circle games' that, (boy–girl, boy-girl in a circle), are asked to tell (one by one) 'what do you call your private areas at home', (this is done with great fun and laughter – NO parents are allowed to be there OF COARSE). This is the 'NOT TALKED ABOUT' agenda of Planned Parenthood to 'break down the modesty of the children at an early age.' A former Planned Parenthood employee recently revealed that, 'As the children proceed through the elementary grades, they have a book HIDDEN in the classroom, (that the parents are not to see or know about). The students can go look at the 'book', ANY TIME THEY FEEL LIKE IT. The book has pictures on how to (phuck), how to masturbate and how to GROUP masturbate, not to mention the 'alternate lifestyle' homosexuality.' Needless to say, this was TOO MUCH for my childish brain and I thought it was OK to go do this kind of thing – BOY WAS I WRONG!
When I went to my 'DRUG education' class – this all started to come together – BOY, HAS IT PHUCKED ME UP BIG TIME – it's the feel-good that NO ONE can handle without good Godly rules!!
When I went to my 'SEX education' class, Planned Parenthood came in and, (in a mixed class) gave live demonstrations on how to put a CONDOM on a banana or a cucumber – what a joke – I was so HORNY after that I went and masturbated, etc. – but I knew it was wrong to be promoted that way, our children will be home schooled!!!
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CHAPTER TWELVE
26 Years On The Road To Death & Destruction
by Chance McClain
To write a short story of my drug & alcohol addiction would put it as simple as FUNCTIONING on DYSFUNCTIONAL.
I was selling marijuana out of my bedroom window at age 14. I was selling mescaline, purple haze, yellow microdot, purple microdot at school at age 15. How about nitric oxide, do you know about that stuff?, we broke into the dentists office and stole cylinders of it. We would get a can of whip cream at the grocery store and suck the nitrus off the top. That was childhood – now, lets REALLY get into drug addiction.
There was the '714 ludes' or qualudes, a 'downer' or depressant – we used to call them roars, I wrecked two trucks that day. Some pusher, code-named Louie Streeter, fronted me with 1000 'hits' to sell at school, (8th or 9th grade), at $7.00 a pop. Then came the cocaine – a high dollar drug – 'snorted' for a while, then learned to smoke it – go for it – the needle and the NEEDLE, then the NEEDLE . . . . . . .
You may laugh, but this is no PHucking joke! The drug 'smack' becomes your life, jails, institutions or DEATH. Lets talk of 'meth', the poor mans cocaine, It will CONSUME you.
I would do more drugs – so I could work harder – so I could buy more drugs – so I could work harder – CRASH! !
Pretty soon I was giving my wife away to the neighbors (for drugs) and we were giving our children to Child Protective Services, 'CPS', because of our overpowering addiction to drugs. Our 6 year old woke up to the noise of sex and asked, 'who is on mommy?', I told him it was a friend – this was functioning on dysfunctional – I doubt he will ever forget that moment, he now says, 'DON'T SEX MY MOMMY.'
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To Live Again is the courageous personal story of the authors' battle to overcome drug, sex and alcohol addiction in the face of suicide, hate and dysfunctional co-dependency.
'I had reached the point that I would have done anything to satisfy my addictions -- anything, including murder, which I almost did.'
'For the first time I have found real love, joy, kindness, goodness, faith, hope and self control. With God's help, I will NEVER return to what I was before!'
'My concern to you is, if you cross the line to these addictions, you may never come back. I did come back, and I say to you, if you have crossed the line -- don't EVER, EVER give up, YOU CAN come back too!'
About the Author
Lynn Nevada and Chance McClain are the pen names of two very real and courageous Americans who have fallen prey to temptation and the addictions of sex, drugs and alcohol for most of their lives. Their names have been changed, but their words are true.
They come from well-meaning families who never fully realized the seriousness of these addictions, or how destructively overpowering and life-threatening they are to everyone.
In 1998, Lynn and Chance recognized their desperate need for help and are now in the care of well meaning 'professionals' and friends who are doing the best they can in assisting their lifetime rehabilitation.
Writing their personal stories has already produced two big positives:
1. They and their families have faced the healing truths about these addictions from their stories.
2. Their stories are now part of the self-help book, To Live Again, which has already begun to help many others understand the life saving solutions for conquering their addictions!
With their own personal stories, Lynn Nevada and Chance McClain have been a tremendously hopeful influence on everyone involved in the preparation of the book, To Live Again.