While he sat on the airplane with his eyes closed,
Ted did not sleep. Instead, he ran
through the inventory of people who could help him, and those who would risk
doing so. There were a number of people
in the first group, and not very many in the second, in large part because of
the approach the Feds would use in looking for him.
They wouldn’t accuse him of committing a crime, of
that he was sure, but instead they would have a very seductive line, that would
go something like this: “Mr. Jones, we
know you are a friend of Ted Watson, and would want to help him if you
could. We want to emphasize that he’s
not wanted for any crime, but he’s disappeared, and we need to talk to
him. We’re concerned that he could be
in danger...perhaps serious danger...and we need to find him quickly. He may not even be aware how serious his
situation is, so if you learn where he is, please give us a call before you say
anything to anyone else.”
Given that sort of story line, Ted knew that a
number of people who knew him would be inclined to give away the fact that he
had called and left some sort of message.
Even if he talked to them on the phone, they might still believe the “he
may not even be aware” scam, and alert the Feds, even if he told them not
to. After all, they said he wasn’t
wanted for a crime, so what harm could there be if they found him?
He didn’t expect that his picture would show up in
the post office, but it was entirely possible that they would publicize the
search in places where they expected him to show up. His picture had been in the news enough over the years to make it
a serious risk for him to be out in public much longer, so he needed to
hide. And to do that, he had to find
someone who could help him get the supplies he would need.
As he thought about it, the list of possible helpers
continued to shrink. There were a few
men who trusted him and would conceivably risk their lives for him, and he had
to assume that each of them was listed in the thick dossier on him that the
government was sure to have, dating back to the days when he first got Top
Secret clearance. When you get a high
security clearance from the government, the FBI visit people who know you and
ask a long list of questions designed to throw light on the sort of person you
are, including who your friends are.
All of the names in that file and a lot more would
now be on somebody’s desk, and copies would be all over the place. By now, the young men from the FBI would be
working through the list of people closest to him. He tried to imagine what each of these people would do when the
clean-cut, boyish agent called on the phone or came to the door, speaking in
earnest tones of their efforts to protect this man, this misguided person who
didn’t realize the danger (undefined) he was facing. Ted decided that even a highly intelligent person might be a
sucker for that line. He carefully
role-played the likely reaction of each person on the list, and one by one he
discarded those who might just decide to help Ted “for his own good.” When he finished he had trouble believing
there were only two names left.
The men had all dropped off the list, and the two
who remained were both women. These
were not names he would place near the top of the list if he were going to
compile a dossier on himself. These
relationships dated as far back as his days as a late teenager, and he had not
actually seen either woman for years.
Not so much as a Christmas card had passed between them, although he saw
one of them at a class reunion some years ago, and had one long phone
conversation with the other.