God Don't Let Her Kill Me "Jezebel"

Book Preview: “People think spirits don’t move, sometimes they move while you’re sleep.  They can move through your visions and dreams.  Look--I would often wonder why we’re called sheep, and one night I had a dream concerning sheep.  Men are robbing sheep of their valuable wool to gain glory and riches, and boasting to other preachers, shepherds or herdsmen about how many sheep he has in his flock, stable, barn, church.  Or boasting to his deacons the hired hands for his stable or congregation of people--sheep.  Feeding sheep only what they need and appearing to be nice and god-like, only to be sheep in wolf’s clothing. Making the sheep think they’re doing them a favor.  These hired hands are leading the sheep down a path for their own desires; do you feel me.

Jesus came here the first time for people like myself and I really want people like myself to sit down and read this book. If you church folks and you educated black folks read this book be careful not to judge the contents of this book and also, this book maybe too hard for you to read anyway, it maybe below your standards.  God always chooses men below your standards of what a man should be like and tests you rich folk’s faith like Job, who was rich also, he was a good man, what about you?  God will take a poor person, a fool like myself through training and bring him up in spirit.

Look--I’m what you would call an average Joe Blow living life the best way I know how and Jerry the fictional character I write about in this book, he’s an average Joe Blow going through a lot changes.  You have to stay with me and read about Jerry’s stories; they’re unreal, shocking and unbelievable. 

I’m considered in corporate America and in the eyes of you highly educated Black folks to be another Black heathen walking around, a porch monkey, a cotton-head, a knuckle dragger, meaning a monkey dragging his knuckles on the ground as he walks.  Yes--in this day and age I’ve been called all of those names.  

Here--let me give you an example of the type of people I want to read my book; they love sex and like living on the edge.  These people are whores, gays, pimps, women beaters, men beaters, players from eight to eighty, child molesters, and descendents of slave owners, men and women with earthly powers to deceive. Oh!  We can’t forget about those no good religious leaders fleecing the people out of their money while they build their own kingdom here on earth.  God said have no other gods before him.  Jesus even said that Moses called us gods but we will die like mere men. Somehow people today think it’s gonna be ok, life is gonna improve once they enter a concrete building and listen to some brother that use to be a worldly pimp and now he’s pimpin the children of God.  It’s not ok.  The church and the rest of the world are in bad shape. We have to pray for their deliverance as well as our own.  I also pray that those brothers stop pimpin the children of God and do what God has called them to do.  See--brothers like that do have a calling but, when he stands there talking to the congregation, the spirit of Jezebel takes hold of him and opens his eyes.  She waters him with her deceptions.  She lets him see that people are like sheep or whores standing on a street corner; they’ll do what ever he tells them to do and follow him wherever he goes.  You don’t like that when I say whore, do you?  Look--when a pimp takes a young girl off the street, he feeds her and gives her a covering, his covering.  This pimp will manipulate her into doing his well, twist the truth, so she can work within a body structure of his other whores.  Like in Waco, TX, this man said he was Jesus and they believed him, he was having sex with the wives of those men in his so-called church.  I can go on and on concerning men that remind me of Nimrod, a man that was a killer of men and animals, he wanted to build a great temple to the heavens.  Sometimes these spiritual leaders can lose touch with what it really means to be a messenger.  They’ll start acting like some low-level gods.  And you sit there and believe everything this brother is saying and don’t question it.  You’ll question God before you question that man preaching to you.  That’s another reason why you’re called sheep.  It’s a lot of savage wolves in the church today and they’re destroying you, read Acts, Chapter (20:25-31).

I try my best to hope and pray not in what I see but in what I don’t see.  I have no faith in mere men because we all are sinners.  You men that prey on my weakness and the weaknesses of the homeless boy without a father or mother, the poor, the meek, and the weak in faith.  You men that tell me I will not be blessed until I come to one of your man made buildings, your empire, your earthly kingdom to find God, let me tell you something; I can’t deal with you but my father, God will.  When you come to him and say, “God we have cast out demons in Jesus name, we did this and that.”

God turns around and say, I don’t know you, get away from me Satan.  You know where that is in the Bible--don't you?  Go find it, I know where it is, I had to labor to find it.  I’m trying to go where God is NOW!  I read the Bible to see how he moved then and the type of people he used to move in, so I’ll know how he moves now.

                After reading this book, you should have a better understanding of the real side of life. This book is hard just like life.  We see and hear about diseases, rapes, murders, oppression, slavery and deception.

All I’m trying to convey here is that God is real and everything that happened in the Bible was real.  When you read the Bible closely,