“ I am
going to try and reason with the sniper , OK?”
“ Certainly
, but shouldn’t we try to help the injured boy first? He will bleed to death.”
“ I know
, but try to believe me when I tell you that his departure from the world is
not a bad thing. He would have been responsible for a number of deaths and a
considerable amount of pain.”
More shots rang out.
“ What
is it you want , whoever you are?”
“ Your
death , and even more especially , the boy’s.”
Two more shots.
“ I find
it illogical that this person should desire to kill anyone , but especially
baffling that both of us appear to be the intended target” , adolescent me
observed.
I smiled at him. “ You remind me of myself when I was your age. I too practised the arts of strict logic and self-discipline. I
was very proud of the extent to which I could keep a tight rein on thought , emotion
and pain. Of course , I would never have admitted to
being proud. It all began when I was 11 and strove to be like a certain master
of logic in a well-known science fiction series. In some ways I even surpassed
his self-control.”
“ Curious.
Your description
is virtually identical to my own path.
Yet you speak of your desire for logic as if it is no longer an issue.”
“ That
is because time has ground away the hard corners of my self-discipline. I often
wish I could recapture those days – my ability to subdue even the most
tempestuous desires and feelings. I felt better for it ,
now I just feel tatty and undirected like most of this sad species.”
“ Surely
self-discipline and logic would become easier with maturity?”
“ It
does not work quite like that unfortunately , Marc. Most people would say that
I have become more ‘rounded’ and fuller as a person. But from my perspective it
is more a matter of no longer having the spiritual energy to continually
maintain barriers against the chaos of other people. I envy you this time –
adolescence – Marc. You are at the height of your powers.”
“ You do
not appear to be lacking in discipline or ordered thinking to me. It is thus
not logical for you to envy me.”
“ Of
course.” I smiled at the youth.
Five more shots rang out , followed by more heckling from the sniper. “ Come out you cowards. Come out now. This is my opportunity
to cast off the restrictive shackles you have been placing around me all my
life. I hate you both ; I want you both dead and out
of my hair.”
“ His
voice seems rather similar to yours” , adolescent me remarked. “ What do you believe is at the root of his antagonism?”
“ Hard
to say , son. Maybe he doesn’t like the colour of our
shoes.”
“ I do
not believe this situation lends itself to humorous annotations. One person has
already been killed.”
“ Therein
lies the difference between us.”
Another volley of shots rang out , followed by “ Die , you bastards.”
“ On a
count of three could you throw this piece of masonry to your left as far as
possible? Then we will make a dash for my car over there to the right.”