Beyond Reach on Hillbilly Heroin
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Samantha watched it seemed from a glass bubble as constantly his friends came round. These so-called friends of his who handed him the small pill and Samantha watched him sneak away with it like a dog trying to hide a bone. She knew what he was doing he made it so obvious and she wanted to shake him, walking away didn’t make any difference that didn’t stop him. He still snorted it which she found disgusting and she would watch as his nose would run and she would ask herself over and over. “What the hell are you doing with this man.” His friends would sit there. Those little wore out old men with dull eyes and dull conversation. They were blank misfits the only subject they could adhere to was “pass the beer Robert” or “have you any pill’s Robert.” Zombies all of them were floating in a space of their own. “Aren’t you going to share her with us” one of his friends sniggered? Robert didn’t respond to the remarks and Samantha felt sick and humiliated. How could he listen to this garbage and not react to defend her? Was his brain so muddled that he couldn’t hear the sniggers from those so-called friends? Was this really the life she wanted for it wasn’t a life at all because Robert had no idea, couldn’t relate to a relationship with a woman? He didn’t know how to begin a relationship as he was so far into himself what did he want a woman for? Samantha was missing the deep sensual kisses. She knew he had them to offer but now he kept them contained within him. A peck was all she got and it did nothing for her when she wanted those lips of his to unite with hers and sink within the abyss with him. There was nothing. She got nothing and she was being eaten away inside in frustration for some deep soul searching love from Robert, some scrap of sanity to know where they were heading for the path she was on now was leading straight to Hell and she had to get off before she sank into the depths of his living Hell. She didn’t need this. She didn’t want this sort of life he had to offer and Samantha fought constant battles with herself to let go of the leash that held her to him.
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Samantha leaves
After being in the community a short while Samantha finds out that many of the occupants who live in the hills surrounding her are into drugs and after falling in love with Robert she discovers that dark side of him which he kept hidden from her - he too is an addict and a drunk.
She doesn’t know what to do when she finds Robert snorting drugs. Loving him is not enough and she knows she cannot continue suffering this way. She has to make a choice before her own sanity cracked under the strain of loving Robert and watching him continue habits she abhors.
Robert doesn’t want to change he needs the drugs and booze to get through the days and Samantha feels like she’s being pulled in two directions. Part of her is trying to escape from him whilst the other part of her wants to be with him.
In the process of trying to get him to straighten up three people Samantha knew through Robert die and two of those were from Oxycotin the killer drug sweeping the nation, the drug that gives you a high like Heroin.
Samantha begins to feel as if the whole place is closing in on her. She finds it hard trying to deal with the situation between them. She wants to run away from Robert and his problems but can she? ..........
Then her life changes.
About the Author
Barbara Lefevre-Smith is English and after living in
She is also the author of two other books “Deep Ruts the Wagons Made” and “Early Settlers of Banks County (GA) including Slaves.”
She has a passion for romantic novels and says she feels like the heroin in everyone. This is her first romantic novel and she hopes it will touch the heart of someone who can relate to Samantha’s dilemma as she deals with Robert and the drugs which surround him.