A Life With God In It

How many of you can remember what happened when they where very young ?One day my Mother asked me what I could remember and how far back , the answer was that I  could tell her about an event  when she took me to pick up my Father on the Bus stop . He was very tall but to a little  Girl that would be extremly tall  ,and it was for me but when I was telling her the story how I remembered it  ,I did not realize   at that time when this even happened , this little Girl was only two years old . My  Mother could not believe it ,  asking  me  more details which  where then given to her . Having finished my Story she walked out of the room and went in to the back yard where my father was ,she needed to tell him this , because it was not heard of that a two year old could remember this kind of  thing  . That was the first time  I could feel that there was a higher Power  who guided me to remember the Story about my  Father , he had gone away  for three Months to find  Work I loved him very much and was devistated by his going away  for several days I slept in his bed next to my Mother and screamed my head of , as I was told  when she finally on the third night put me in my own bed again . Needless to say that must have been very  hard for me to except  him going away so when he came back naturally  it was  the biggest thing for me at that time and God gave me this gift to remember him coming back because all the  years growing  up that was always in  the back of my mind  , my Father coming back to me ,even remembered that he picked me up on to his Shoulders and  carried me all the way home while I was kissing his hair my Mom told me .  The day he was coming back by Bus was the day I had turned two, she told me . Having  grown up with two of the strongest Religions  , Jewish  on my Mothers side Catholic from my Dads side  , it was never easy for me because they where both so different  and  most times  I did not believe a word that they would tell me or what I was reading in the Bible . When I got older  they permitted me to choose my own Religion  if  I wanted to ,Lutheran , that was the one for me . But I still was thougth the Jewish  and the Catholic by my Parents but they where so different but one day  the realization came to me that it does not matter what Religion you believe in there is only one God  he is the one that rules everything if you can put your faith in him he will never let you down .There will be so many ups and downs in everybodys life but what you do with that is entirely up to your self , Nothing could have prepared  me for the life that  I had  ,but some of you might say that same thing happened to me . That is good , if you have not lost your faith in God than you will be okay just like I am now . There are so many  out there who have been in   the same predicament , to those I say , I am the Author of this book and let me tell you , after you read this book you will  have a lot to think about most of all it will help you either, way no matter what your Religion or your pain might be , find peace with  God and you will have  peace in you  ,I promise you this ,read the book that is all you need to do  than you can find your own life back and what it is that you would like out of that life not what other People want you to have but what God wants you to have that is the most important  thing to remember he made you too so therefore he gave you the right to choose him and the better life that he can offer you .

Monika Grunwald -Schutz