CHAPTER 2 – THE LIFE FORCE REMINDS HIMSELF OF WHAT HE IS
I stood on the pavement of that depressing, rubbish-strewn side street, with a part-filled bottle of moonshine liquor in my hand, and had one final ponder about what I was and what I knew of the life forces, the life forms, the Supreme Being and the ‘meaning of life’.
Normally, the life form was dominant, the life force was only with the life form to give it life and observe and store events, feelings and emotions, such as love. That information would eventually be stored, forever, with the original life force. Defects and evil life forces might interfere with the life form’s life, as might Supreme Being’s police and life forces like mine. There were life forces that sometimes misbehaved when with their life form! Normally, police of the Supreme Being served the purpose of monitoring defects but, as I would discover later, they could be used to serve the Supreme Being in other ways. I realised that, although I supposedly had all of the Supreme Being’s powers, He had still held some powers back and my original life force had never had those powers either. For instance, I still did not understand the concepts of infinite space and infinite time in the past. Although, when re-merging with the Supreme Being on the death of Keith Price’s life form, I fleetingly had those powers but immediately lost them again.
I could not grasp infinite space. My theory went: space must have had an end, so there must have been a wall of some kind. But there must have been something behind the wall, no matter how thick the wall was. If space was a sphere, there must have been something outside that sphere. So, space must have had an end, but it could not have had an end. Contradiction! To try to visualise infinite space was impossible for me.
I could, sort of, grasp infinite future, but not infinite past. ‘Tomorrow never comes’, so, maybe, ‘Yesterday never was’. If, say, one hundred billion years ago was the start of time, there must still have been a day before that, and a day before that. ‘Big bang’ theories did not explain time in the past because what happened BEFORE the ‘big bang’? Surely there was no mathematician, scientist, astronomer or philosopher that could throw light on those subjects with either formulae or abstract logic?