Under My Umbrella

Weather Drip drip on the window seal, the rain is coming In on my life for real, flooding and I’m drowning on the inside, I’m holding on just to survive, rumble rumble in the air, thunder shaking my walls, while I close my ears, knocking down my frames, waking up this pain, only me to blame, before the thunder came the lightning, exposing all my faults and bring all the darkest moments in a flash, so I will be in lighten, of my past, putting myself on blast, whoosh whoosh the winds blows not away but right in my face, and I can’t turn away, It’s blowing so hard It feels as if I’m walking in place, boom boom an earthquake, breaking, creating a new design in my foundation, what took a life time to build, was destroyed in an instant, right under my feet in seconds, with all the warnings I knew it was coming, I couldn’t get up to even start running, so I look up at the Sun, blinded by this beautiful day, knowing in my head it can’t stay this way, the sun is heating up the ground underneath my feet, so I bring in some clouds to come and shade, and comfort me, with the dawn of the night, mist from the cloud puts a fog in my sight, now walking by faith, knowing I’ll be alright, new location for me, wake up in the morning, and now I have to leave, no window blinds, they been replaced with boards, hurricane unbelievable has washed away my shore, ping ping dong on my roof top, not again it won’t stop, the hale is falling like boulders, the road gets rougher as I get older, out of my control what happens up high and below, It took all that for me to see, we’re all are under the same sky it’s not just me, if I only had an umbrella that can hold up to this unpredictable collage of weather,