Misty's Blues

Lady Sings the Blues Dear Diary, I walked into an old blues bar to do a set one night, that’s when I saw him. Mmm the first time I’ve seen him in years. I had to pretend that I didn’t see him, but that only lasted for a short while. He walked over to see.. My heart stopped. His voice racing through my body, his touch caused me to melt. Now my essence can’t stop crying because I’m feeling some type of way. My soul can’t let go of what my mind has tried a million times to erase. I hate him for the things he’s done, but I love him for the way he has made me feel. I stepped on stage to sing my song. Eternal Love Dear Diary, The things that I do for you.... I do it out of love... I know where your heart lies but my essence refuse to let you go... I can tell you in a million ways how much I love you, but I rather show you how passionate I am for you... I may never get the chance to physically love you.... Fallin’ Dear Diary, Arriving home on a late falls night; the leaves hitting the windshield as if they were snowflakes falling in a blizzard, the cold air whisking through my hair as I ran towards the house. I couldn’t help but to stop and breathe in the crisp night air. Thoughts of you raced through my mind. I turned around only to see you there standing, reaching out for me. A tear rushed down my eyes. I walked over to you just the site of your presence gave me a chill.. The wind blew harder. The leaves blew heavily around us. The Sounds of Church Dear Diary, Today I went to a church event, and as I sat there for the first time I heard the different sounds of church. I mean have you ever been in church and a song is being sung and there is nothing but words and the stomping of the feet. (No music).Just singing, stomping, and the clapping of hands. The spirit has filled the place as the stomping of the feet commences. The words grow more and more powerful until it brings tears to your eyes because you are overwhelmed by the spirit, and the music continues.. No piano, no drums, no guitar.. Just the voice of the choir, the stomping of their feet, and the clapping of their hands.. Holy Ghost filled!! Praises are raised!! He Left Me Dear Diary, I came home from a rough day at work.. Everything that could have possibly went wrong today.. Did! I sat there for a few minutes before I looked up and saw a letter sitting on the table it was from my heart, the man I couldn’t live without, my eternal love. I picked the letter up and my heart for some reason felt heavy, I couldn’t understand why but when I read the letter it said…. Dear Misty, I feel that we shouldn’t be together anymore, I’m moving to Florida to start my new life.. I’m sorry, Yours truly, George. Scared to Love Dear Diary, Several months down the road I met someone new. After dating for a while he told me, he was lucky to have me in his life! I knew right then… that I was in love because I thought I was the lucky one. He told me that his heart skips a beat when I entered into a room… I couldn’t do anything but smile…. I took his breath away. He was showing me a type of love that I had never seen.. I didn’t know how to feel, I didn’t know what to do… I was scared… Terrified… Here I am with this phenomenal man and I can’t function long enough to show him how much I loved him. Destiny Dear Diary, As I was gazing at the darken mountains all I could see was your face. As the wind blew all I heard was your voice. It gave me a certain comfort that I never knew. When I laid in my bed all alone I hugged my pillow as if it were you. I could still smell the sweet scent of your cologne from the night before. My body felt chills as if u were lying next to me, rubbing your fingers down my back, caressing your hard body against my soft frame. I felt us making love as if we were destined to be together… My body started to get warm.. My thighs felt some moisture. My hand started to wonder.. I Forgot Dear Diary, I forgot to tell you how much I cared about you... I forgot to mention that my heart was growing stronger for you.. I failed to exclaim that my smile today was because of you... And because I forgot you walked out of my life... Because I forgot... these tear are like tonight's rainfall... Cold and hard.... Because I failed to mention you moved on to someone new... Misty’s Blues Dear Diary, I’ve never had the Blues before.. That’s until I met Miller. He was a tall dark and handsome man. He made me fall in love instantly. He was my world inside and out. He made my body feel an evolution of ecstasy. No man has ever made me feel this way before. His dreads hung back his back. He had the fattest sexiest lips I had ever seen. His skin was chocolate and smooth as silk. I tried to make him see the good in me so that he could love me. I wanted to grow old with him, I wanted us to meet in heaven and still feel the love we had on earth, but better. And at one point and time I thought he was falling for me, I thought that I had finally convinced him to love me. Hmmm… (I just hope that you are paying attention to the flaws that this story already has)!