Giving Birth to New Beginnings

My Tear Drops are not wasted
Day after day and night after night, I cry teardrops repeatedly
from my eyes. My emotions appear as scrambled and confessed. My
body feels like the impact of vehicles traveling on a busy highway. The
effect of this shows its self on my body like tire tracks in the dirt. I battle
with principalities of the air, anger, doubt, stress, and decisions. When I
look into the mirror and see the tears dropping slowly from my eyes that
reminds me of how easily I allowed my sins to slowly trap me in shackles. I
ask myself why did I allow this to happen. I heard a voice say because you
got drunken of the cares of this life. Your attention was on pleasing the
desires of the flesh. When I heard this voice I began to look around to see
which direction the voice was coming from. The voice spoke again and said
repentance brings on a change and it is never too late to change as long as
you have breath in your body. The voice startled me and I began to think
critically about being free from the shackles of sin. Sin was nearly
destroying my life and I wanted to escape and be free. The voice would
continuously speak, but I never did see any one. I did not turn a deaf ear to
the voice I took heed to the voice and actions. My actions was to apply the
instructions of the voice in my life.

The voice told me to keep crying my tear drops are not wasted. I cried and cried with my eyes closed hoping to feel relief. My body began to tremble as if I was standing outside on a cold day. I opened my eyes and I saw myself standing on a beach in the sand on shore with no one in sight. At first I thought I was dreaming but it was for real. I saw foot prints that lead into the water. The ocean waters was so clear that I could see the fish swimming in the water in the deep. The voice said come closer and I shall tell you more. I asked the voice how I can come closer if I cannot see you. The voice responded and said follow the footprints and you shall find me. I continued to cry but I no longer felt my tears dropping from my eyes. I wondered where they went. I searched diligently and I found no tears. The voice spoke to me and said child look in a higher place your tears are kept with me in a secret place. I looked into the sky and I saw a bright light. The voice said, “I will take all of your tear drops in a lifetime and purify them with my blood. My child your trials are proven and trialed with fire. Each of your teardrops are numbered and all of your tears will be accounted for. The foot prints lead me into the water to the light. As I took steps to follow the footprints into the water I saw myself walking on the water. The water was like the ground we walk on. The water had formed the foot prints on top of the surface of the water. I knew it had to be faith in order for me to walk on water. In a way I was astonished and amazed about everything, it took me by surprise.
As I continued to walk on water and follow the footprints, I saw my spirit walk out of my body and continue to follow the foot prints. My flesh was left behind like a shadow. Eventually, I came to a standstill and no longer did I see any more foot prints. I only saw tear drops standing in the air on pause. The voice spoke again and said here I am, it was the Lamb of God. I looked across the ocean waters and saw him with a bright light surrounding him coming towards me. As he approached me I saw my spirit trembling and he got brighter and brighter. The brightness began to blind my eyes. Gradually, as he came closer the blinder I would get until I was totally blind. For a moment there was silence until I heard and felt a mighty rushing wind come across my eyes. It was the hand of the Lamb of God and my eyes came open. He began to speak and say your faith is making you whole and right now I am healing you from all of your distress ions. I will take all of your tear drops in a lifetime and purify them with my blood. My child your trials are proven and trialed with fire. Each of your teardrops is numbered and all of your tears will be accounted for.

I stand in a high place, nothing gets buy me. When you are troubled think not that I am far off because I’m not. I will be right there to catch your tears. I will never leave or forsaken you, I am married to you. When you need or do not need I will send your tears back down to you, but when they come back down to you they shall be purified and covered with my blood. My child keep crying let go of everything and believe in me. Let your tears be free I shall continue to gather them, purify them, cover them with my holy blood and I shall return them to you a hundred fold. My child be blessed and rejoice through your trials, cry and trivial and believe all things are possible through me. My child your tears are also a blessing. Let them go and I shall bless you. Give praises unto the Lord when the praises go up the blessings come down.After hearing this and receiving the word of God my spirit entered back into my body. As I walked on the water back to shore I still could see inside the ocean waters just the clear as spring water. I saw every living vertebrate that one could see in the ocean. When I took the last step on to the sand, I saw the wind began to blow. I looked at the ocean waters and it began to form a water fall with running tear drops. The tear drops would run down the water fall, and then back into the ocean. Next, they would come back out of the water and go into the hands of the Lamb of God with his hands lite up. I couldn’t do anything but just cry and say Lord I thank you for sobering me with your spirit of love and peace. I am no longer drunken on the cares of this life. My attentions are on you now. I give up this world just to be with you and be in your presence. Lord take me and use me as you please. You paid the price for me and I am yours, I no longer want to be a distance from you, but close and humble amen.

Vashiska Chiquita Greene