A.

ABSURDITY, SUPPOSED: of Catholic doc­trine’s concept of God: 362-371; of its concept of hell: 368-370; of its con­cept of the Atone­ment: 367-368.

ACTIVISM, SOCIAL: avoid it, if you can’t keep your hands off the booze or the altar boys: 226-227.

ACTS, BOOK OF: 15:36-39 = 411.

ADAM & EVE: 61, 62, 63, 77, 196, 386, 435, 436, 437, 517, 573; very first sin of: 696-698.

ADDENDA: Matrix: 85; St. Thomas Aquinas on self-love: 95; triangle vs. triangular shape: 454-455; nil volitum nisi praecognitum: 524.

ADDICTIONS: also see Affec­tion; also Code, Anti-Addiction; also Children; also Strength; = compul­sive desire: 325; accidental absence of sin­ful ones may be the only reason why a saint is 100% faith­ful to AMC: 445; defensive mecha­nism of soul’s substratum: 679-680, 745-746, 762 ftn.; deny­ing children parental affection may pro­duce such 624-625; double barreled: 330 ftn.; freedom from mine proves veracity of Anti-Ad­diction Code: 765-766; healthy vs. un­healthy: 445; how they make faith difficult: 328; incurred in in­fancy: 329; incurred uncon­sciously: 329 ftn.; intensity of, comes from soul adding its spiritual attraction to the body’s physical attraction: 806; litmus test for faith: 319; my earlier physical ex­planation of: 444-445; my later spiritual explana­tion of: 679-681; to perfec­tions or critical tools: 325-331; when the compul­siveness arises: 328.

ADDICTIONS TO SIN: Catholic doctrine on best way to remedy: 746; due to “bugs” in brain’s “software”: 328-329; freedom from mine proves Anti-Addiction Code: 765-766; seek to scourge us into be­coming aware of our irrational pride: 745-746, 762 ftn.; sure sign of irra­tional pride: 570.

ADDRESS, WRONG: see Scam.

ADONIS: 761.

ADULATION: & sex: 202; de­fined: 201; emotional need for: 195, 201-202; in the damned: 201-202.

ADVANCEMENT: see Progress.

AFFECTION: also see Strength; also Children; also Addic­tions; 33 declarations of by Dennis: 610-617; 2nd fiddle: 281-282; Dennis’ blow up over my reaching for it: 617; Dennis’ earlier effect on my need for it: 620-621, 632; denying parental af­fec­tion to children may produce addictions: 624; from Dennis as protection against my ho­mosexu­ality: 632-633; hu­mans need it: 607; if unable to give it, live in a cave & sire no kids: 607; I’m a fool for it: 302, 345; lack of it is a major cause of anti-social behavior: 607; lately, for 3.5 months I no longer need it: 678; moments of, with Dennis: 632; my search for a sexless kind: 632; not it, but oneness of mind & heart is what my writings seek: 682; one pledge of from Dennis: 523; sleep cud­dled to­gether: 277, 282, 284, 510, 511; some say parental affec­tion weakens children: 623; wanting it may be part of the problem: 297.

AFFIRMATION: children of, vs. children of denial: 664.

AGENDAS, NATURAL: implanted in gut by na­ture: 64.

AGENDAS, NURTURED: “Soul Mate” & “Divine Beast” im­planted in gut by nurture: 64-68; trau­matic vs. casual: 64-65.

AGNOSTICS: allies of mass murder: 353 ftn.; & supreme summit of stupidity: 476, 701 ftn.; con­trary to what they believe, death’s all-revealing light shall bring all of us the opposite of vindica­tion: 189; de­fined: 353 ftn.; on evidences: 356 ftn.; phony god of: 228-230, 232; post-mortem goals of: 187; their “call no judge­ment true unless the evi­dences justify it” is a motivational proposi­tion based solely on prejudice: 594-596; why they must deny di­vine Revelation: 352, 354.

AIDS: 762.

AIR FORCE, U.S.: enlistment in: Dec. 7, 1955: 830; teacher of marksmanship in: 548.

ALCOHOLISM: 148-149, 446; 2 kinds of alcohol­ics: 4; Al­phie & Bogey: 30; on weekends only: 755; stupid rational­izing which often accompa­nies it: 513-514.

ALEXANDER THE GREAT: 150, 139, 793.