PENULTIMATE CHAPTER – CONCLUSIONS AS I WAIT MY DEATH
In my fifties my health started to fail. I was diagnosed as having diabetes. I had also suffered with two bouts of severe food poisoning, which had done internal damage, viral infections and many burst abdominal peptic ulcers. My human form was struggling. Then, one day, I blacked out and later I became aware that I was in hospital. I could not open my eyes but, I could hear that I was in hospital and that my life form had only hours to live. That was my last chance to ponder about what I had learnt and surmised during my time merged with the human life form……
The Supreme Being was a being in itself; it was only one of a kind and was the Creator of all life forms. It had trillions upon trillions of life forces merged with it and could create new life forces at will. At any moment in time, all life forms in existence were merged with life forces spawned from their original life forces. Not all of the original life forces had spawned life forces in existence at any one time.
On earth, human defects could see the life forces in most life forms (the bright lights), but not those in micro-organisms, such as bacteria, and other tiny living entities, which could not be seen by the naked eye. The life forces in vegetation were so weak as to be invisible to the naked eye. That was probably because vegetation had only the most basic of instincts to survive and, therefore, had a very weak life force.
So, all life, i.e. anything that came into being and eventually died, had a life force. Hence the belief in ‘God created everything’ (‘The Supreme Being created everything’). The Supreme Being had always existed and always would and only he understood the concept of infinite time, in the past and future, and the concept of infinite space.
The spawned life forces varied from one life form to another. For instance, if a life force had been spawned to a fish it would have had all the limitations of a fish (unless it was a defect). On the death of the life form, the spawned life force would return to, and merge with, its original life force loaded with the memories of its life with the life form. But that return to its original life force could be delayed due to immediate reincarnation, a spell in limbo (such as a ‘ghost’) or a spell in hell.
The Supreme Being wanted all life forces to be good, while merged with their life forms. Life forces that had been good, whilst merged with their life forms, would go to heaven, which meant they would eventually be re-merged with their original life forces (and, therefore, the Supreme Being) without a spell in limbo and/or hell. Therefore, sooner or later, they would be able to be with all the life forces that had inhabited the life forms that they had loved.
Life forces that had been evil, whilst merged with their life forms, went to hell. Hell was utter darkness, loneliness and quietness. The length of that horrific sentence depended on the level of evil. The eventual return to its original life force is akin to ‘God forgiving all sins’ for those spawned life forces that had had a spell in hell.
Life forces on the borderline of evil or suffering from some sort of trauma or unfinished business wandered the places important to them – ‘ghosts’. Those free spirits could be capable of executing spells made by genuine practitioners of black magic. If the life force rejected all temptations to execute requested evil black magic then, after its trauma and/or unfinished business (if either were applicable) had been dealt with, the life force would be returned to its original life force. If the life force succumbed to requests to do evil black magic, it would be sentenced to anything between prolonged wandering and a long stay in hell. The number of times, and level, of evil black magic, carried out by the life force, would increase the probability of a prolonged spell in hell. After a sentence in hell was finished, the life force would return to its original life force.
Spawned life forces might have some of the powers of the Supreme Being (i.e. they were defects). Those Supreme Being’s powers included, for example, the ability to see the life and Supreme Being’s forces (the bright lights), mind reading, telepathy and various levels of clairvoyance.